| happy santa day all....
havnt updated too much lately
well not really at all...
but yeah break up with the x gurlfriend a few weeks ago.
10 great months dont get me wrong.
but sick of bending over backwords and not being trusted, always being in the wrong, and having to prove im a good boyfriend
but ive moved on, but not forgot..
but i have a new gurlfriend.
her names april...
shes awesome
and i think this will b good.
merry xmas all | comments: Leave a comment   |
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| hey people... i havnt updated in a while yeah. uhm so ill let u know whats going on.
Im now a cook at my work. pizza cook. I throw the pizzas in the air n all that nifty stuff. and we have actual brick ovens so i get to play with wood n fires all day... uhm.. yeah.
homecoming was last week.. it was fun... me n ash took pics at her house n i met her grandma.. went to my moms work a min.. went to nina's n took group pics.. went to homecoming. got my groove on. n went to steak n shake after.. prefect night.
ive been ridin n skatin with my boys' brandon, bella, tony, dave, and all them.. gettin sweet footage for our sweet videos... we finally got some good falls.. me trying a really big rail n face plantin on my bike. Brandon fallin on a ledge over a 9 stair step n falling to his death ..well to a split elbow with 8 stitchs.. n jus stupid stuff...
uhm me n ash have been spendin alot of time together... i love that gurl... we celebrated our 8th month on the 3rd.. im bummed out though cuz she is a councilor at camp mi-bro-be.. where the 6th graders go at our school for a week.. she left today n i wont see her til friday. but yeah.. i dont know.. we got a bunch of concerts coming up to.. Taking Back Sunday, Story of the Year, A Static Lullaby. and more \
well 2day so u know i jus had midpark.. talked about gun control n stuff in senior seminar... did stupid stuff in active physics..
at polaris worked on our webpages n logo designs...
went home
sat online for a little
went to work.. i did pizza's of course me n jason n tony messed around.. our work rules but 2morro dick head.. im mean joe g. the owner comes back from los vegas... so yeah.. work work work... i had good chicken for dinner.. yeah
uhm that bout raps it up... oh yeah i wrote n sent ashley a letter 2day
i made her a sweet pic w/ the lyrics of hawthorne heights in it.. ill post it if it works
bye
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| | what kan i say life is sweet. good car.. GREAT gf.. schools okay... works ehh... ashley got a 01 focus... i have a cash flow.. yeah so uhm shes on her way so ill explain later | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | hey.. uhm havnt updated really.. jus same old shit.. workin, school, chillin, skatin, ridin, editing my video ("Like I fell"), drivin, aol, ya know.. but most importantly talkin n bein with my ashley :) i love her... .. yesterday we went to chipotle n i never ate there b4.. holy orgasm.. hmm.. yeah and at school i have 2 classes at midpark then polaris.. at midpark i got senior seminar my first 2 classes which is like a discussion class n notes n its awesome then i have easy active chem/physics w/ a new teacher who we own. .then i go to lunch w/ Tony n Dan.. then IMM at polaris | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | hmm.. wake up at 7 2day.. wash my truck.. wax truck..spend time with my love ash, go skatin the rest of the day.. easy as that.. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I can't bare to face what's growing in my head.
Please get away from me.
Take advantage of what I still guess you do.
One day you'll pay for me.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting.
You just see me as something you throw around.
You were there for me (there for me).
Beating down to the ground, yes it always
seems.
You take more from me (from me).
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting.
It's funny how we get started.
They get their money from the things on you.
They get your money and the girls and the fame.
I only do it for the fun.
That's my game.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | todays easy to explain.. wake up .. eat breakfast.. go online go to work at 12. have to drive to berea's bucci's to pick up something.. got back.. we didnt need what i got... from 1230-3 i did pantry n pizza's...then will said he's quiting after 2day and i claim i am the head dish washer/prep cook and then 3-8 did dishes :/... talked to ash.. she actually called me.. then i told her to call me at 8 when she got out.. well she called n left a voicemail but i didnt know till like 15 mins ago.. well im guessin that was when alex had my phone... well i took him to giant eagle.. then home then i came home.. came inside . was online.. called ash n thats when i found out she called n i didnt know.. well yea she doesnt wanna hang out 2morro b4 work and she has plans tues afternoon so i dont get to see her till school starts. :( gosh that bums me out.. alot.. but i donno.. theres nothin i can do.. hopefully we'll hang out weds b4 my interview at best buy... or maybe she'll wanna see me b4 she goes to work 2morro | | comments: Leave a comment |
| dont u tell me what u think is right
when ur livin in the shadows
i can tell that u have lost ur sight
when ur livin in the shadows | | comments: Leave a comment |
| yo sup dawgs n felions.. uhm had a fun day kinda.. worked 10-4... found out i am gonna b startin learnin how to b on the line to b a cook.. and i jus got a 50 cent raise... seems like its good but thing is... i jus got an interview for weds for best buy car audio.. id like that more.. but best buy had that shit w/ sellin used stuff.. and they said it was part time.. which could only b a few days... if its like that ill work both days.. uhm yeah.. so got off.. fixed my bike a little more. it rides smooth.. put the bike rack on.. me n my nephew picked up bella.. went to southland.. me n my nephew rode n bella skated.. dicked around at dicks for alittle in their drivin range... went back to my truck.. went to nicks.. me, prick, ghetto brian, my nephew, n pat waited for nick.. he took his time so we went to chenga.. i did all my old stuff n its sweet.. i miss my bike... ash is gettin a bike so maybe she wont b dumb n not ride chenga w/ me cuz she claims she'll only ride w/ shannon til shes good or some bull shit.. heres the list of riders
ME
Pat Garnet
Chris (Prick) Pricko
Nick Paterniti
Jeremy Bella
Ghetto Brian
My nephew
Kenny Lennox
Jamie Medlar
Trailer
and some other kids i donno
it was fun... i rode n skated.. so did brian.. jamie tried skatin n is worse then me.. i did neat stuff on my hot pink board... uhm... trailer owns the park... Pricks woman visited w/ her sis... nick got a flat on the big jump but used my Jimmy to go home to fix it.. uhm... bella embarrasses me... i made a nifty bracelet out of this net type thing that my nephew found n put on my bars..i wish ash woulda stopped by but she had plans so thats kewl.. oh yeah..
GOOD NEWSS
makes me n lots of people happy..
Bella has a new woman....
Congrats bella n becca...
im happy for him.. his x is crazy...
hmm....
blah
so yeah i have to work 12-8 2morro since im learnin to b a cook
i have school weds..
i hope i get to hang out w/ ash b4 i go back to school... i donno when shes works or not though..
i feel like an ass cuz i ditched her 2day cuz sat's our hang out day but prick rented chenga 2day.. :( sorry ash
im an asshole..
love ya babe
every1 else fuck u
jk
ur all okay in my book
haha cook dan said that today when i said something neg bout my self
well im out.. u know how i be | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | yeah so.. uhm i came to the conclusion that i miss my bike.. n since im goin to chenga 2 on sat night imma tear it up n rock out.. hope ash comes n visits me.. blah.. shes buyin a bike.. n shes gonna b a bmx chick.. but she said she doesnt wanna ride w/ me intill shes good n shes jus gonna ride w/ shannon which upsets me cuz i wanna help her learn.. uhm yeah.. well i donno o well... i got a new sprocket for my bike so its almost perfect for ridin but still crappy at teh same time? i donno.. uhm yeah.. im goin through all my old cd's.. yeah memories goin through my mind.. kinda crazy.. music means so much to me... like seriously.. im listenin to orgy right now.. i rememeber when i was obsessed w/ them korn slipknot mushroomhead n all the metal bands n wore baggy clothes n brands like caffiene n stuff right after i went through my "ghetto" phase.. u know.. when u dont realize u live in a suburb.. well yeah. .. ... uhm i wanna ride... i donno if i have plans w/ the lady 2morro.. if i dont imma ride.. but i rather spend time w/ her.. but yeah... schools in almost 5 days.. i wanna go back but i dont..... i cant believe imma senior.. like i think about it.. and 12 years of school.. n it all feels soo close to now.. n doesnt seem like im ready to move on.. but yeah.. i donno all i know is next year imma go to Tri-C for 2 years..then CSU for 2 years.. Majoring in business management.. and minoring in graphic design... blah... uhm yeah.. well imma go.. imma shower then sleep n try to get up early then ride a lil bit | | comments: Leave a comment |
| yeah havnt updated.. heres teh last few days
weds: nothin really.. went down town n skated w/ bella jeff brandon n some parma chick friends w/ brandon
thursday: skated then worked... after work went to this "parma thugs" house w/ nick cuz he was talkin shit n claimed he was in folk n him n his friends were gonna kick my ass n any 1 who came w/ me n was gonna mess up our cars... well me n nick went there.. he sat out side his house w/ a baseball bat.. i stopped.. told him to drop the bat.. he said no.. called him a pussy for bein gay n havin to use a weapon.. left.. got farkas.. went back.. found a basketball on the way... called the kid.. he came out side w/ bat in hand.. talked shit.. we made fun of him.. his mom came out side to get him to get inside.. he said he was gonna fuck my car up first then kick my ass.. he swung bat back.. i peeled off.. he missed.. i yelled strike 1 bitch.. nick hung out the window n threw basketball at him.. i said strike too.. i was pissed he almost hit my car w/ his baseball bat.. he chased us on foot as we laughed... his mom picked him up.. chased us.. we got away ... cops call when i pull in ryans drive way.. he tells me this kids bullshit story.. i tell him the real story.. he said mine made sense.. i got away w/ it
friday: worked
this weekend i had jay ball... its a wiffleball tourniment in dedication to Jason Worden.. he died in a car crash on 5-13-00 on the way to myrtle beach.. he was one of my friends on my basketball team and one of my best friends cousins.. and my friends brother.. RIP JASON. our team was me brandon katie n becca... yesterday after jay ball we went out to dinner for katies b-day which is 2day.. n on the way got caught by a parade but got alot of kandy and after went to the cuyahoga fair... 2day after i hung out with ash n bella.. went to brooklyn homedays.. then went to east coast custard... .. n i got all free food n drinks cuz i helped set up everything for jayball... n did alot of stuff.. and i won my mom a doll in a raffle...
well thats bout it.. 10 days till school.. almost 9 .. gotta work in the mornin since 3 people r not gonna b there.. im out.. bye | | comments: Leave a comment |
| First semester
1-2:Senior Seminar -(2 mods.. eng n social studies together)
3:Active Chem/Physics
Second Semester
1:Biology
2:Phychology
3:Active Chem/Physics
yeah then i go to polaris all day | | comments: Leave a comment |
| got her back
im happy
hope she is
lets make this work | | comments: Leave a comment |
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